Tuesday, April 30, 2024

Turbid Tuesday

Tuesday, April 30, 2024


Turbid

1a: heavy with fog or mist
(e.g. drizzle, mist, fog, haze, smoke)
  b: thick or opaque with or as if with roiled sediment
(e.g. a turbid stream)

2a: deficient in clarity or purity :foul, muddy
(e.g. turbid depths of degradation and misery)
  b: characterized by or producing obscurity (as of mind or emotions)
(e.g. an emotionally turbid response)



Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 56 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Cloudy. 40 percent chance of showers early this morning. Showers beginning this morning then changing to 40 percent chance of drizzle or showers this afternoon. High 18°C. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Cloudy. 40 percent chance of drizzle or showers this evening. Fog patches developing late this evening. Low 9°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Something



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I choose to speak lovingly to myself.
* I embrace my inner stillness.
* I pause to reflect before responding.
* I believe in myself and what I am capable of.
* I embrace the transformative power of the universe.
* I can turn fear into power.
* I am strengthening my faith in myself every day.
* I believe in something bigger than myself.
* I am experiencing more ease and flow in my life. 



Today's Exercise 

9:43 am - JA "Walking Aerobics (Non-Stop)"
16 minutes / 1442 steps

2:55 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
27 minutes / 1858 steps / 1.33 km



Today's Total Steps: 
8266



Monday, April 29, 2024

Meatless Monday

Monday, April 29, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 53 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Cloudy with 40 percent chance of showers early this morning. Becoming a mix of sun and cloud near noon. Risk of a thunderstorm early this morning. Fog patches dissipating this morning. Wind northeast 30 km/h. High 18°C. UV index 8 or very high.

Tonight: Becoming cloudy this evening with showers. Risk of a thunderstorm late this evening and after midnight. Wind north 20 km/h gusting to 40 becoming east 20 gusting to 40 late this evening then light after midnight. Low 9°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Today I'm going to begin the Gina Livy Program (AGAIN). I signed up last Fall, and didn't complete the program, so I switched to the Winter session and didn't complete that either. I still have the app installed on my phone and today will be Day 1 of Prep Week. For the month of May I want to follow the Anti-Inflammatory Mediterranean Diet Plan, in combination with No Meat May. Both the Gina Livy program and the 8-Week Challenge plan meet the guidelines for healthy eating.

TruGreen came today and applied granular fertilizer and spray weed control. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am cultivating awareness of what’s going on inside.
* I am building trust in myself.
* I am cultivating the wisdom to let go.
* I am tuning inro the wisdom of my heart.
* I am on the path to fulfillment.
* I am tapping into my heart’s desires.
* I am making newer, better choices.
* I am attracting more rewarding, and fulfilling experiences into my life.



Today's Exercise 

11:00 am - "Yardwork"
30 minutes / ? steps

3:50 pm - "Outdoor Walk"
26 minutes / 1931 steps / 1.41 km 



Today's Total Steps: 
8711



Sunday, April 28, 2024

Snipping Sunday

Sunday, April 28, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 49 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Cloudy. 60 percent chance of showers late this morning and this afternoon with risk of a thunderstorm. Wind southwest 20 km/h gusting to 40. High 21°C. UV index 6 or high.

Tonight: Cloudy. 40 percent chance of showers this evening with risk of a thunderstorm. Wind becoming northeast 20 km/h after midnight. Low 13°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Early this morning I mowed the back yard and then the front yard. Afterwards, I cut back the ornamental grass in the front garden. It was hard work but I wanted to get it done before it rained. I actually worked for the last 30 minutes in the rain. We have Tru-Green coming tomorrow to spray the grass with weed killer and fertilizer. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I can sense a big breakthrough is right around the corner.
* I am feeling calm and content.
* I am on an exciting and fulfilling journey.
* I am experiencing a deep sense of stillness.
* Something amazing is on the horizon.
* I am receiving powerful messages from my higher self.
* I am excited for the fulfillment of my desires.
* I am open to receiving guidance from my higher self. 



Today's Exercise 

7:43 am - "Mowed Lawns & Yardwork"
90 minutes / 3445 steps

4:09 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
13 minutes / 838 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
9075



Saturday, April 27, 2024

Showery Saturday

Saturday, April 27, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 04 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. 30 percent chance of showers early this morning. Periods of rain beginning this morning then changing to 30 percent chance of showers this afternoon. Risk of a thunderstorm. Wind becoming south 20 km/h gusting to 40 this morning. High 17°C. UV index 2 or low.

Tonight: Partly cloudy with 30 percent chance of showers and risk of a thunderstorm. Wind south 20 km/h gusting to 40. Low 13°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Today I'm working on a meal plan for the month of May. I want to focus on anti-inflammatory foods, the Mediterranean Diet, drinking more water (less carbonated beverages) and finding way to de-stress. 

Chronic high levels of stress are hard on your whole body, including your gut. This is because your body releases certain hormones when it experiences stress. High levels of these hormones affect your body and may compromise gut health.

A few ways to lower stress may include:

  • meditating
  • walking
  • getting a massage
  • spending time with friends or family
  • diffusing essential oils
  • limiting alcohol intake
  • laughing
  • practicing yoga
  • spending time with a pet



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am encountering many synchronicities.
* I am attracting opportunities that resonate with my desires.
* I am capable of learning and changing.
* I allow my inner wisdom to rise to the surface.
* My habits give me peace, clarity, and strength.
* I am starting to enjoy the journey.
* I surrender to the moment.
* I embrace a joyful anticipation.
* I am very close to getting what I've been desiring.



Today's Exercise 

"Name"
 minutes /  steps



Today's Total Steps: 
5342



Friday, April 26, 2024

Functional Friday

Friday, April 26, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
8 hr 11 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Sunny. Wind northeast 30 km/h. High 17°C. UV index 6 or high.

Tonight: Clear. Increasing cloudiness after midnight. Wind east 30 km/h becoming light this evening. Low 8°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Another session of cutting down our tall ornamental grasses. Still more to go. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am seeing signs everywhere.
* My manifestation is on its way.
* I am incredibly grateful for the blessings that have arrived in my life.
* I take time to meditate and pray every day.
* My blessings make life worth living.
* I make important life decisions with ease and clarity.
* I nurture my curiosity.
* I gently release the need for constant validation.



Today's Exercise 

2:23 pm - "Yardwork"
60 minutes / 1769 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
6483



Thursday, April 25, 2024

Thoughtful Thursday

Thursday, April 25, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 40 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Sunny. Wind NNE 22 km/h gusting to 32km/h. High 8°C. 

Tonight: Clear. Low zero 0°C with frost.

FROST ADVISORY
Some plants may be damaged or even destroyed by frost.

Patchy frost is expected again tonight into early Friday morning as temperatures drop to near or below the freezing mark.

Cover up plants, especially those in frost-prone areas. Take preventative measures to protect frost-sensitive plants and trees.

Frost advisories are issued when temperatures are expected to reach the freezing mark during the growing season, leading to potential damage and destruction to plants and crops.


Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I spend part of the day making plans and appointments. I made an appointment for April 30th with  Eirene Cremations Inc. to preplan our cremations.  

"The Eirene care team will pick up your loved one from their place of passing. While your loved one is safely stored in our partner facilities, we manage all necessary paperwork and provide proof of death certificates signed by a licensed funeral director.

Once all required paperwork and permits have been completed, we will proceed with the cremation. Each cremation is dignified, private and individual. Following the cremation, we will hand-deliver the remains to the executor or next of kin.

From here, the process is done, and you and your family can be assured that your loved one has had the best and most dignified care available.

Their price is $2700.00 + tax per cremation. 

I ordered an heirloom vintage-style cotton nightgown called "She Dreams, Ivory Vintage Sleepwear" from Modestly Yours to set aside for my own cremation. $101.99 - 20% off + shipping = $91.98 CAD.

I placed an order with TEMU for a new sofa cover and dog floor mat for the patio door entrance. Total $48.87. 

I bought two new keyed-alike padlocks for our fence gates. $19.20 (paid w/ CT rewards). 

I called Pavs Post, Fence and Deck Installation & Repair and two guys came over to give us an estimate for repairing our fence. $950.00. They're going to replace the posts, and re-use the panels. 

I also contacted Tru-Green and purchased lawn care for this year. We'll get six weed and feed treatments, aerating and overseeding. $604.00. Dennis and I are getting too old to get down on our hands and knees to pull weeds. 

I picked up two bags of Northern Biscuits for Tickles at PetValu. They are getting really expensive but they were on sale and for one day only I had an 20% off coupon. Reg. $7230 Total $58.96. And I picked up dog canned dog food at No Frills. $25.22. The price has gone up, again! And I bought as few groceries at Food Basics, $18.12.

Dennis did some tidying up in the garage and I did a bit of work on the backyard, raking and cutting down our tall ornamental grasses. We still have a lot more to do. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am living my life consciously.
* My life is getting better.
* I acknowledge my progress every day.
* My habits bring me deep satisfaction.
* I am expanding my horizons.
* I avoid making quick judgments.
* I choose to pause and take slow deep breaths.
* I align my thoughts and energy with my greatest desires.
* I calmly let my emotions pass through me.



Today's Exercise 

"Name"
 minutes /  steps



Today's Total Steps: 
7428



Wednesday, April 24, 2024

Woodsy Wednesday

Wednesday, April 24, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 39 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mostly cloudy. Light rain in the morning. Beginning to clear in the afternoon. High 9°C. 

Tonight: Mainly clear. Low 3°C.

FROST ADVISORY
Some plants may be damaged or even destroyed by frost.

Patchy frost is expected again tonight into early Friday morning as temperatures drop to near or below the freezing mark.

Cover up plants, especially those in frost-prone areas. Take preventative measures to protect frost-sensitive plants and trees.

Frost advisories are issued when temperatures are expected to reach the freezing mark during the growing season, leading to potential damage and destruction to plants and crops.


Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Something



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I practice awareness, alignment, and intention.
* I am in complete balance.
* I say yes to better experiences.
* The universe has my back.
* Everything is unfolding as it's meant to.
* I can find the courage to trust again.
* I am choosing the best path forward.
* I allow myself to explore new perspectives.
* It’s easy to stay present.
* I love to live in the now.  



Today's Exercise 

1:46 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @Burgoyne Woods w/Tickles
26 minutes / 2034 steps / 1.36 km



Today's Total Steps: 
6353



Tuesday, April 23, 2024

Turkey Taco Tuesday

Tuesday, April 23, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 33 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. 60 percent chance of showers this afternoon. Wind southwest 20 km/h gusting to 40 increasing to 40 gusting to 60 late this morning. High 16°C. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Showers ending after midnight then cloudy with 40 percent chance of showers. Wind southwest 40 km/h gusting to 60 diminishing to 20 this evening then becoming light before morning. Low 7°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Went grocery shopping at Walmart and Food Basics. Picked up some Pico De Gallo at Chile & Agave for our turkey tacos. I also have guacamole, sour cream, and Greek yogurt. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I see the good everywhere I go.
* I am moving forward as a wiser version of myself.
* I allow healing to happen.
* I am filled with joy and peace.
* I embrace the possibility of something better.
* I trust that I am being guided toward something better.
* I feel more empowered.
* I am open to greater possibilities.
* I love watching my hard work pay off.



Today's Exercise 

9:03 am - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
24 minutes / 1730 steps / 1.32 km



Today's Total Steps: 
6437



Monday, April 22, 2024

Earth Day Monday

Monday, April 22, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 27 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Sunny. Wind becoming southwest 20 km/h this afternoon. High 14°C. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Clear. Wind southwest 20 km/h becoming light this evening. Wind becoming south 20 gusting to 40 before morning. Low 6°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Something



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am feeling a sense of fulfillment.
* I am excited about what is transpiring in my life.
* I retain my optimism in every situation.
* I am working towards healing.
* Hope is important to me.
* Life is feeling full again.
* I can get back up and keep moving forward.
* I intentionally choose to remain hopeful.
* I am loved and cared for.



Today's Exercise 

"Name"
 minutes /  steps



Today's Total Steps: 
6859



Sunday, April 21, 2024

Scanning Sunday

Sunday, April 21, 2024


Dennis has a brain MRI today.



Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 17 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. Wind becoming southwest 20 km/h gusting to 40 late this morning. High 11°C. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Clearing this evening. Wind west 20 km/h becoming light this evening. Low plus 1°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Niagara Falls Hospital: leave home at 10:30 am, arrive by 11:10 am for 11:40 am appointment. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am becoming more centered.
* I allow healing energy to flow through me.
* I am filled with gratitude.
* I embrace the magic of flow.
* The answers show up just when I need them. 
* I am having an awakening moment.
* I allow events to happen naturally.
* I am on the path of least resistance.
* I have all the guidance I will ever need.  



Today's Exercise 

"Outdoor Walk" @park w/Tickles
13 minutes / 907 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
6264



Saturday, April 20, 2024

Sporting Saturday

Saturday, April 20, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 24 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. 30 percent chance of showers late this morning and this afternoon. Wind becoming west 20 km/h gusting to 40 this morning. High 9°C. UV index 3 or moderate.

Tonight: Cloudy. Wind west 20 km/h becoming light late this evening. Low plus 2°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I started my day with a Sport Aerobics workout from Justin Agustin. It was fun, a combination of dynamic moves and cardio. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am always loved.
* I am beginning to connect the dots.
* I am experiencing ease in my life.
* My awareness is expanding.
* I rest my faith in the divine timing of life.
* I embrace the power of surrendering.
* I am loosening my grip.
* I am experiencing a massive positive change in my life.
* Everything is beginning to fall into place. 




Today's Exercise 

8:05 am - JA "Sports Aerobics"
25 minutes / 1838 steps

1:01 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
25 minutes / 2175 steps / 1.52 km



Today's Total Steps: 
7658



Friday, April 19, 2024

Flowery Friday

Friday, April 19, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 43 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. Showers beginning early this morning and ending near noon. Wind becoming west 30 km/h gusting to 50 near noon. High 15°C. UV index 4 or moderate.

Tonight: Partly cloudy. Wind west 30 km/h gusting to 50. Low plus 5°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 


We took a little drive to McFarland House in Niagara-on-the-Lake today to look at the daffodils. We've had a lot of rain over the last few days and they're getting close to the end of their blooming period. The ones in our own backyard are still doing great but I think it's because they're sheltered from the wind. It was a pretty day for a little drive and a stroll. I'm very grateful that Dennis was able to walk with us today. We took our time and enjoyed the view. 
🌱🌦️🌻



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am experiencing more and more synchronicities all around me.
* I am manifesting miracles.
* I recognize my worth.
* Happiness is already within me.
* Abundance is flowing to me.
* I am manifesting my greatest desires in profound and beautiful ways.
* I am able to see the big picture.
* I know the right course of action for me.
* I project positive energy everywhere I go.



Today's Exercise 

2:27 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @McFarland House w/Dennis & Tickles
16 minutes / 989 steps

7:01 pm - JA "Seated Mobility"
13 minutes / 298 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
4940



Thursday, April 18, 2024

Traipsing Thursday

Thursday, April 18, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 41 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mostly cloudy. Wind west northwest 19 km/h gusting to 35. High 13°C. 

Tonight: Partly cloudy. Becoming cloudy before morning. Fog patches overnight. Wind southwest 30 km/h gusting to 50 becoming light near midnight. Low 8°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Today was a mega shopping day. Dennis wanted to put together a "go bag" in case he ends up in the hospital. He's lost so much weight that all his current clothes are too large. I placed an order with Mark's for a few items... 

Aggressor Men's Doeskin Unlined Lightweight Jacket
$34.98
Primary Colour: RED
Size: M
Second Size Range: Tall

Denver Hayes Men's Cozy Fleece Robe
$59.99
Primary Colour: Navy Plaid
Size: One Size

Men's Jersey Print Elastic Waist Lounge Pants
$26.24
Primary Colour: Black Foulard
Pants Length: Regular
Waist/Size: M

2 Denver Hayes Men's 50 Wash Classic Fit Chest Pocket Crewneck Cotton T Shirt
1@ $19.99 1@ 50% off $9.99
1 in Black & 1 in Teal Blue
Size: M
Second Size Range: Regular

Then I went shopping... bought a box of wine at the LCBO, groceries at Food Basics, and picked up an order for caulking at Rona. 

We also spent a large sum of money for Dennis' new eye glasses. We ordered them 2 weeks ago and went to Speer Opticians at 1:00 pm to pick them up. They cost $900.00 YIKES! But they look great. I hope the cancer treatment buy him a LOT more time to wear them.



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am taking care of my body.
* I take responsibility for my health, happiness, and overall well-being.
* I have the courage to be honest with myself.
* I can find my own definition of happiness.
* I have the courage to be myself.
* I trust that what is meant to be will happen.
* I focus deliberately on the present moment.
* I live a happy life.



Today's Exercise 

7:08 am - "Outdoor Walk" @park w/Tickles
18 minutes / 935 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
9426



Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Worried Wednesday

Wednesday, April 17, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 22 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Periods of rain. Risk of a thunderstorm. Local amount 5 to 10 mm. Wind east 30 km/h gusting to 50. High 10°C. UV index 4 or moderate. 

Tonight: Showers ending after midnight then cloudy with 40 percent chance of showers or drizzle. Risk of a thunderstorm this evening. Fog patches overnight. Amount 10 to 20 mm. Wind southeast 20 km/h becoming light overnight. Low 10°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I woke up a little after 5:00 am because Dennis had one of his worst coughing fits and he was coughing up watery blood. I was incredibly worried and thought I was going to have to take him to the Emergency Department. However, the coughing subsided, the bleeding seemed to stop and Dennis insisted he was fine and just wanted to go back to bed and get more sleep.

I took his blood pressure, his heart rate, his temperature and his blood oxygen level, all were normal. I decided not to press the issue of going to the hospital, but said I would call the Cancer Centre after 8:30 am when they opened to report this issue. I let Dennis sleep as long as he wanted to, but after he got up he said he was fine and didn't want to call the oncology department. He said that coughing up blood was not on the list of reasons to call, and it really isn't a "new" symptom because he was coughing up blood back in February. 

This situation is causing me a lot of anguish and I can't seem to shake the queasy feelings and sadness. 

I worked hard all morning while he slept, cooking, cleaning, decluttering, taking care of the dog, and of course worrying. Later I was exhausted so I took a 1 1/2 hour nap in the afternoon. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I love to practice mindful activities.
* I choose to focus more on the positive side of things.
* I am making changes that add joy to my life.
* I will keep trying, again and again.
* My work is meaningful.
* I embrace the joys of living a simple life.
* I appreciate each day.
* I choose to relax before going to bed each night.



Today's Exercise 

4:44 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
18 minutes /1620  steps / 1.17 km



Today's Total Steps: 
6525



Tuesday, April 16, 2024

Tackling Tuesday

Tuesday, April 16, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 00 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Sunny. High 14°C. UV index 5 or moderate. 

Tonight: Clear. Increasing cloudiness overnight. Wind east 30 km/h gusting to 50. Low plus 5°C.

Air Quality: 2 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Something



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I have the courage to move beyond my fears.
* I have the opportunity to live my best life.
* I let go of limiting expectations.
* I am ready to embrace a deeper sense of purpose.
* I am moving to a place of peace.
* Letting go is possible.
* I choose to focus on the beauty that is already present in my life.



Today's Exercise 

12:09 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
14 minutes / 970 steps

8:26 am - JA "Seated Mobility
7 minutes / 89 steps



Today's Total Steps: 
9589



Monday, April 15, 2024

Musing Monday

Monday, April 15, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
8 hr 02 min



Today's Forecast

Today: A mix of sun and cloud. High 16°C. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: A few clouds. Low plus 2°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I spent the morning educating myself about what type of exercise Dennis should be doing with late stage lung cancer, then putting together a plan. I'm also working on a meal plan, aiming for healthy choices to help fight cancer. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I always find myself in the right place at the right time.
* Endless possibilities are available to me.
* I am on a transformative journey.
* I have control over how I respond to my triggers.
* I behave rationally, and calmly.
* I embrace a sense of mental calmness and stability.
* I am stronger than ever before.
* I can find strength in my vulnerability.



Today's Exercise 

3:45 pm - JA "Seated Mobility"
18 minutes / 188 steps

4:14 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @park w/Tickles
17 minutes / 1106 steps / 0.7 km



Today's Total Steps: 
5689



Sunday, April 14, 2024

Soup Sunday

Sunday, April 14, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 40 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Partly cloudy. Wind northwest 20 km/h becoming light this evening. High 19°C.

Tonight: Partly cloudy. Wind northwest 20 km/h becoming light this evening. Low plus 2°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I made a pot of minestrone soup and added a little cooked tubetti pasta. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am attracting everything beautiful and wonderful into my life.
* I am good at creating clarity in any situation.
* I embrace this one-of-a-kind moment.
* I practice stillness and silence every day.
* I find positive results every day.
* I am proud of myself for persevering.
* I trust that something better is coming.
* Things always change for the better.
* I am worthy of good things.



Today's Exercise 

"Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Dennis & Tickles
21 minutes / 1713 steps / 1.16 km



Today's Total Steps: 
5865



Saturday, April 13, 2024

Spicy Saturday

Saturday, April 13, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 49 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Partly cloudy High 11°C. 

Tonight: Partly cloudy. Low 5°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

I made a pot of The Ladle In Red Chili. 



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I am learning to find happiness again.
* I am attracting more and more goodness into my life.
* I know I'll be okay.
* I know a way is opening up for me.
* I am stepping into the world of transformation.
* There is a better outcome awaiting me.
* I always know what is right for me.
* I embrace the adventure that comes with uncertainty.



Today's Exercise 

11:45 am - "Outdoor Walk" @park w/Tickles
12 minutes / 977 steps

3:47 am - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
16 minutes / 1460 steps / 1.08 km



Today's Total Steps: 
7288



Friday, April 12, 2024

Infusion Friday

Friday, April 12, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 46 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Periods of rain ending this morning then cloudy with 60 percent chance of showers. Fog patches dissipating this morning. Amount 10 to 15 mm. Wind becoming southwest 30 km/h gusting to 60 this morning. Temperature steady near 8°C. UV index 2 or low.

Tonight: Showers. Wind northwest 40 km/h gusting to 70. Low plus 3°C.

RAINFALL WARNING
Significant rainfall continues this morning.

Hazard:
Additional rainfall amounts of 10 to 15 mm.

Timing:
Rain will taper to showers later this morning or near noon.

Discussion:
With the additional rainfall this morning, storm total rainfall amounts near 50 mm are expected in some areas.

SPECIAL WEATHER STATEMENT
Strong northwesterly wind gusts tonight.

Hazard:
Northwesterly winds gusting 70 to 80 km/h.

Timing:
Tonight.

Discussion:
Northwesterly winds will intensify this evening with gusts of 70 to 80 km/h. Winds will ease late tonight into Saturday morning as the low pressure system departs.

Strong wind gusts may toss loose objects or cause tree branches to break.

Utility outages may occur.


Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Dennis has his first immunotherapy treatment at the Walker Family Cancer Centre today. Immunotherapy is a treatment option for many people living with advanced lung cancer. It helps your body’s immune system better find and destroy cancer cells, even when they try to hide. The breakthrough therapy is helping some people with hard-to-treat cancer feel better and live longer.

He'll be getting a drug called pembrolizumab (Keytruda) by infusion through an IV (intravenous) line, in his arm.

Each treatment takes about 60 to 90 minutes. He’ll receive a dose every 3 weeks until the cancer shows signs of improvement or he have certain side effects. The process will probably last a few months.


NOTES: Always tell your doctor about any side effects you have. It’s important for them to figure out if your symptoms are caused by the treatment or a sign that your cancer may be getting worse. Managing side effects early and well can help you stick to your cancer treatment plan.

Immunotherapy can cause flu-like side effects. This means your immune system is hard at work. 

Common symptoms include:
  • Fatigue
  • Cough
  • Loss of appetite
  • Muscle aches and pains
  • Joint pain

Other side effects of checkpoint inhibitors for lung cancer include:
  • Nausea
  • Diarrhea
  • Constipation
  • Itching
  • Rash

Many of these problems are easy to treat with over-the-counter medicines.

  • Severe side effects are less common. But sometimes, checkpoint inhibitors cause your immune system to attack otherwise healthy tissue. This can lead to life-threatening inflammation in your lungs, liver, kidneys, intestines, and other parts of the body. You may have to stop immunotherapy and get medicines to quiet down your immune system.
  • Pneumonitis (inflammation of the lungs) is one serious side effect that often affects people taking checkpoint inhibitors. It can make it hard to breathe. You’ll need immediate treatment.
  • Because immunotherapy for lung cancer is so new, doctors aren’t sure what the long-term effects or complications might be. They can include diabetes and thyroid problems, which would require ongoing medical care.

What Happens After Treatment Stops?

Doctors consider checkpoint inhibitors a breakthrough that can help people with advanced lung cancer live longer. However, they don’t work for everyone. Stay in touch with your doctor during treatment, and always go to all your follow-up appointments. Blood tests and imaging scans are done to check for signs of cancer disappearance or growth.

Ask your doctor how you can tell if your treatment isn’t working.

No one can tell you how well these treatments will work for you. There’s no blood test or other method to predict if the drug will shrink your tumor or make you feel better. However, there are some signs that it isn’t helping.

Tell your doctor if you have:
  • Cough
  • Pain
  • Trouble breathing
  • Any other symptoms that concern you

They may be a sign that your cancer is getting worse, or they may be side effects of treatment. Only a doctor can tell the difference.

Side effects don’t mean the medicine isn’t fighting your cancer -- but a severe reaction can be life threatening and may require you to stop treatment. Serious side effects are rare, but include inflammation of the lungs (pneumonitis), liver, kidneys, intestines, and other parts of the body.


When the Cancer Looks Worse but Isn’t

Your doctor will order CT scans of your tumor to keep track of it and make sure your treatment is working.

Your cancer might look worse on the first CT scan after you start immunotherapy. But it may really be getting better. Doctors call this “pseudoprogression." It doesn’t mean the drug isn’t working. Immunotherapy causes your immune system to attack cancer cells. The rush of helper immune cells can cause your tumor to swell and look bigger. The report may say your cancer has progressed, when it really hasn’t.

Your doctor will review your scans and discuss your symptoms. They’ll decide if your treatment is really working and your cancer is stable.

  • If the scan shows a larger tumor but there are no new areas of cancer and you feel OK, it may be pseudoprogression. Doctors usually suggest you wait two or three more treatment cycles (about 2 months) then get another scan.
  • If you feel worse and the scan shows a larger tumor and new lesions, immunotherapy likely isn’t working. The doctor will recommend you stop it and try something else, such as taking part in a clinical trial. They provide access to cutting-edge immunotherapy treatments that aren’t yet approved for lung cancer. These include other checkpoint inhibitors, therapeutic vaccines, and adoptive T-cell transfer.
  • If nothing helps at all, it may be time to ask your doctor if it’s time to stop treatment and start hospice and palliative care to ease your symptoms and make you feel better. An honest discussion will help you and your family make the most of every day.


How to Manage Your Side Effects
Try these tips to help you handle some of the most common side effects of lung cancer treatment:

Nausea and vomiting. Take an anti-nausea medicine. You can get some over the counter, but your doctor may need to give you a prescription for others.

Also, eat several small meals during the day instead of three big ones. Avoid foods that smell strong, are greasy or spicy, or that bother your stomach.

Drink extra water and other fluids to keep your body hydrated.

Constipation. To help with this problem, eat foods that are high in fiber, such as:
  • Fruits
  • Vegetables
  • Whole-grain breads and cereals
  • Drink at least 8 cups of fluids each day. 
  • And exercise for 15 to 30 minutes a day to keep your digestive system moving.

If these tips don't help, ask your doctor about over-the-counter medicines.

Diarrhea. To manage this problem, eat bland foods like the BRAT diet:
  • Bananas
  • Rice
  • Applesauce
  • Toast
  • Drink 8 to 12 cups of water or other clear liquids every day to make up for the fluid you lose.

Tiredness. To get your energy back, try to exercise. Even a 15-minute daily walk can help.

Nap if you need the extra rest. Just limit your sleep breaks to less than 1 hour so you can fall asleep at night.

Avoid caffeine and alcohol, which can keep you awake.

Rash and other skin changes. Both chemo and radiation can leave your skin red, itchy, and sore.

To avoid irritating your skin even more, be gentle. Use mild cleansers and creams. Wash with warm -- not hot -- water. Don't scrub your skin. After a shower or bath, pat yourself dry.

Wear sunscreen when you go outside. Protect your lips with an SPF lip balm. And cover your head and face with a wide-brimmed hat.



Which Types of Exercise Are Best?

Carol Michaels, an exercise specialist and creator of Recovery Fitness, an exercise program to help people with cancer recover from treatment, divides exercises for people with lung cancer into four basic categories: breathing, stretching, aerobics, and strength – ideally done in that order. “If someone has lung cancer and undergone some treatment, they would get started slowly with nice deep breathing, stretching, then they will be able to very slowly add different types of exercises,” says Michaels.

Breathing exercises for lung cancer patients can make your diaphragm stronger. Your diaphragm is the muscle between your lungs and abdomen. Building its strength, in turn, makes it easier to breathe. One of the most effective breathing exercises is diaphragmatic breathing through pursed lips. 
  • Sit or stand with one hand on your abdomen.
  • Inhale through your nose and feel your abdomen pushing out, lowering the diaphragm and allowing your lungs to fill with air.
  • Exhale through pursed lips, pushing up and in with your hand to get all the air out.

Simple stretching exercises can also be done at any stage of disease and in any setting. These get your blood and oxygen flowing to the muscles. That makes your lungs stronger and increases the amount of air your lungs can hold. Stretching can also help with some of the side effects of radiation therapy, such as tight muscles, and help clear scar tissue from surgery. Stretching has the added benefit of improving your posture, which helps open your lungs.

Aerobic exercise, even short walks, makes your heart and lungs stronger and improves sleep quality in people with lung cancer. If your energy level is limited by symptoms or by treatment, try walking around the house, resting, then moving again. In one study, people with lung cancer who worked out with both aerobics and strength training three times a week for 12 weeks reported improved quality of life, fatigue, and cardiorespiratory (heart and lung) fitness.

Strength training can fight fatigue, build back muscles, make bones stronger, and improve balance and posture. Participants in one trial who did 20 minutes of warm-up, then resistance training 3 days a week for 12 weeks gained back all their muscle mass and strength. The people had stage I, II, or III lung cancer and had gone through some combination of surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation. Strength training can help with simple tasks, like going to the toilet, which some people find difficult after treatment.



Exercise for Advanced Lung Cancer
The goal of exercise for advanced lung cancer, or for those with earlier disease who can’t have surgery, is to ease symptoms, keep fitness level and quality of life, and reduce treatment side effects.

Moderate-intensity aerobics and resistance training have been shown to be safe and can lessen anxiety and improve physical abilities. One small study involving people with advanced NSCLC and extensive SCLC reported better oxygen intake and mental health. A similar plan of strength and endurance training improved muscle strength and shortness of breath in advanced-stage patients who were getting chemotherapy.

This, in turn, may improve survival. Research shows that people with better lung capacity in advanced NSCLC have slightly lower risk of dying.

Slow walking is a safe option for many. “I always recommend walking with somebody, maybe holding their hand,” says Michaels. “It gives you more confidence.” It also helps with balance.

Even people with cancer that has spread to the bones or who are getting palliative care (which focuses on relief from symptoms and stress of your condition) can benefit from exercise, as long as it’s done in partnership with a doctor or specialist.

Exercise has been shown to improve the quality of life for people who have lung cancer, in all stages. In fact, some people who have lung cancer say the quality of their lives is just as important as how long they live.


Is exercise good for Stage 4 lung cancer?
Low-intensity activities, like easy walking or light stretching, are great options for improving your cardiovascular health without overdoing it. Beyond cancer-related fatigue, light to moderate exercise during cancer treatment has multiple benefits, including: Reduced stress. Boosted self-esteem, mood and motivation.




Today's Daily Affirmations
* I embrace freedom and peace.
* My inner strength is greater than my circumstances.
* I can safely express my deepest feelings and emotions.
* Everything is unfolding in divine timing for me.
* I am gaining clarity.
* I accept the present moment as it is.
* I trust my inner wisdom.
* I accept and value who I am.
* I am doing my best and that is enough.  



Today's Exercise 

4:30 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
18 minutes / 1722 steps / 1.19 km



Today's Total Steps: 
7216



Thursday, April 11, 2024

Thundering Thursday

Thursday, April 11, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 19 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Periods of rain. Risk of a thunderstorm this afternoon. Amount 10 to 15 mm. Wind northeast 20 km/h becoming light this morning. High 15°C. UV index 2 or low.

Tonight: Showers with risk of a thunderstorm. Amount 10 to 15 mm. Wind becoming southwest 30 km/h gusting to 50 late this evening. Low 9°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Dennis has been getting so tired that he doesn't even feel like he can go on a 15 minute slow walk. That is making him depressed. It's a vicious cycle. I want to see if I can encourage him to move a little more.

Fatigue, usually described as feeling tired, weak or exhausted, affects most people during cancer treatment. Cancer fatigue can result from the side effects of treatment or the cancer itself.

Causes of cancer fatigue

Cancer fatigue may be caused by many factors, and the factors that contribute to your cancer fatigue may be completely different from those of someone else. However, possible contributing factors include:

  • Your cancer. Your cancer can cause changes to your body that can lead to fatigue. For instance, some cancers release proteins called cytokines, which are thought to cause fatigue.

    Other cancers can increase your body's need for energy, weaken your muscles, cause damage to certain organs (such as liver, kidney, heart or lungs) or alter your body's hormones, all of which may contribute to fatigue.

  • Cancer treatment. Chemotherapy, radiation therapy, surgery, bone marrow transplantation and immunotherapy may all cause fatigue. You may experience fatigue if cancer treatment damages healthy cells in addition to the cancer cells. Or fatigue might happen as your body works to repair damage caused by treatment.

    Some treatment side effects — such as anemia, nausea, vomiting, pain, insomnia and changes in mood — also may cause fatigue.

  • Anemia. You might develop anemia if your treatment destroys too many healthy red blood cells. You can also develop anemia if the cancer has spread to your bone marrow and interferes with blood cell production or causes you to lose blood.
  • Pain. If you experience chronic pain, you may be less active, eat less, sleep less and become depressed, all of which may add to your fatigue.
  • Emotions. Anxiety, stress or depression associated with your cancer diagnosis also may lead to fatigue.
  • Lack of sleep. If you're sleeping less at night or if your sleep is frequently interrupted, you may experience fatigue.
  • Poor nutrition. In order to work efficiently, your body needs the energy that a healthy diet provides. When you have cancer, your body may need more nutrients than usual. But it can be hard to take in enough nutrients if treatment side effects, such as nausea and vomiting, make it difficult to eat.
  • Medications. Certain medications, such as pain relievers, can cause fatigue.
  • Lack of exercise. If you're used to being on the go, slowing down can make you feel fatigued.
  • Hormonal changes. Hormone therapy is a common cancer treatment that causes changes in the body's hormone levels that can lead to significant fatigue. Hormonal changes may also occur as side effects of other cancer treatments.

Not everyone who has cancer experiences fatigue. And if you do, the level of cancer fatigue you experience can vary — you may feel a mild lack of energy, or you may feel completely wiped out.

Your cancer fatigue may occur episodically and last just a short while, or it may last for several months after you complete treatment.

When to contact your doctor

Some fatigue during cancer treatment is to be expected. But if you find that cancer fatigue is persistent, lasting weeks, and interferes with your ability to go about your everyday tasks, tell your doctor.

What to tell your doctor

If you're fatigued, your doctor may examine you and ask you questions to assess the severity and nature of your symptoms.

Your doctor may ask:

  • When did you begin experiencing fatigue?
  • Has it progressed since your diagnosis?
  • How severe is it?
  • How long does it last?
  • What eases it?
  • What makes it worse?
  • How does it affect your daily life?
  • Do you experience shortness of breath or chest discomfort?
  • How well are you sleeping?
  • How and what are you eating?
  • How are you feeling emotionally?

Your doctor will likely conduct a physical exam and further evaluate your medical history, the type or types of treatment you are receiving or have received, and any medications you're taking. He or she may recommend tests, such as blood tests or X-rays, specific to your condition.

Coping strategies: Medical treatments and self-care

Because cancer-related fatigue may be caused by many factors, your doctor may suggest more than one method to reduce and cope with your symptoms. These may include self-care methods and, in certain cases, medications or medical procedures.

Medical interventions

Medications may be available to treat the underlying cause of your fatigue. For instance, if your fatigue is the result of anemia, blood transfusions may help. Medications that stimulate your bone marrow to produce more red blood cells might be another option.

If you're depressed, your doctor might suggest medications that can help reduce the depression, increase appetite and improve your sense of well-being.

Improving your ability to sleep can help relieve fatigue. Sometimes medication can be effective in helping you sleep.

Adequate pain management can go a long way in decreasing fatigue, but certain pain medications can make fatigue worse, so work with your doctor to achieve the appropriate balance.

Medications to increase alertness might be an option in certain situations.

Self-care options

Coping with fatigue might require things you can do on your own. You might try to:

  • Take it easy. Set aside time in your day to rest. Take short naps — no longer than an hour — throughout the day rather than resting for one long period.
  • Conserve your energy. Save your energy for your most important activities. Keep track of the times when you feel your best, and plan to do your important activities during those times. Ask for help when needed.
  • Maintain your energy. Drinking lots of fluids and eating well can help keep your energy reserves up. If nausea and vomiting make it hard to eat, talk to your doctor about these side effects.
  • Get moving. Moderate exercise, such as brisk walking, riding a bike and swimming, throughout the week may help you preserve your energy level. Exercise regularly as you start treatment. You'll get in the routine of exercising, and it may even help you prevent fatigue during treatment.

    If you haven't exercised much lately, check with your doctor before you begin to make sure it's safe. Then, start slow and work your way up to at least 150 minutes of exercise a week — or a half-hour of exercise on five days each week. Try to add strength training, such as lifting weights, a few times a week, too.

  • Consider integrative medicine options. Some people with cancer find relief from fatigue through meditation, yoga and other mindfulness practices that encourage relaxation. Massage and acupuncture can be helpful, too. But check with your doctor to make sure these are safe, especially if your blood counts are low or if you're taking blood thinners.
  • Ask your doctor about supplements. Supplements that contain ginseng have been shown to relieve fatigue in small studies. If you're interested in trying supplements, discuss them with your doctor, as ginseng and other supplements can interfere with medications.

Don't assume the fatigue you're experiencing is just part of the cancer experience. If it's frustrating you or affecting your ability to go about your day, it's time to talk with your doctor.




Today's Daily Affirmations
* I allow life to unfold in the best way possible.
* I am learning to get out of my own way. 
* I have faith in my evolution.
* I choose my own authenticity.
* I make a conscious choice to stay true to myself.
* I let go of my ego.
* I am enjoying the process of manifesting.
* I am grateful for all that I have right now. 



Today's Exercise 

8:35 am - JA "Walking Aerobics (Non-Stop)"
18 minutes / 1292 steps

11:45 am - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
18 minutes / 1115 steps / 0.77 km



Today's Total Steps: 
7210



Wednesday, April 10, 2024

Wondering Wednesday

Wednesday, April 10, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
7 hr 22 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Mainly cloudy. 30 percent chance of showers early this morning. Clearing this afternoon. High 18. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Clear. Increasing cloudiness near midnight then periods of rain beginning overnight. Low 8°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

Library and Food Basics.



Today's Daily Affirmations
* Small miracles happen every day.
* I say yes to unexpected opportunities.
* I am experiencing life with increased awareness.
* I can overcome my fears and doubts.
* I am moving in the right direction.
* I choose to stay present with myself.
* I am experiencing meaningful synchronicities.
* I am living in harmony with my life's purpose.
* I have a lot to be grateful for. 



Today's Exercise 

3:36 pm - "Outdoor Walk" @cemetery w/Tickles
25 minutes / 1818 steps 



Today's Total Steps: 
6838



Tuesday, April 9, 2024

Troubling Tuesday

Tuesday, April 9, 2024




Last Night's Sleep
6 hr 33 min



Today's Forecast

Today: Sunny. Wind becoming southwest 20 km/h gusting to 40 early this afternoon. High 21. UV index 5 or moderate.

Tonight: Partly cloudy. 70 percent chance of showers changing to 30 percent chance of showers near midnight. Risk of a thunderstorm this evening. Wind southwest 20 km/h gusting to 40 becoming light near midnight. Low 7°C.

Air Quality: 3 - Low Risk



Today's Journal 

We were hoping for better news. Dennis is in stage 3+ lung cancer, and at this point it is not curable. He's basically going to be starting palliative care this Friday. That means the treatments that he's going to receive will not cure the cancer but will hopefully treat the symptoms and extend his life for months or a year or two, depending on how his body reacts to the immunotherapy.

He's going to be on a strict regime of blood tests, scans, oncology visits and intravenous immunotherapy treatments every 3 weeks, for as long as they continue to help. There are a lot of potential side effects, very serious life-threatening side effects that have to be monitored. He will be getting his thyroid and liver and kidneys checked on a routine basis.

This Friday he has his first immunotherapy treatment at the cancer center. It lasts just a little over an hour.

Every 3 weeks he's going to have blood work done on Wednesdays at one of our local labs, then a visit with the oncologist at the Cancer Center on Thursdays for a checkup and to monitor his side effects, and then the intravenous immunotherapy treatment on Fridays.

Normally in his case he they would be starting him on chemotherapy with supplemental radiation. But there is a maximum amount of radiation you are allowed to have on any one body part and he nearly reached that maximum last year and without the adjunctive radiation they can't give him the chemo.

The oncologist seemed a little concerned that there is just the two of us, no kids or grandkids to lend hand or do things for us. And she's concerned that we have a two-story house because at some point stairs are going to be too difficult for Dennis. Right now he's allowed to go for a walks if he's feeling strong enough, they will encourage him to get a little bit of exercise but he can't overdo it because it just makes him cough so badly.

He will be able to do some outdoor work but no bending or stooping, like to pull weeds or anything. And he has to try to eat more even when his appetite is low because they don't want him to lose any more weight. He needs to keep up his strength physically and nutritionally.

I don't know what we're going to do when it gets to the point where he needs to stay on one floor because we don't have a bathroom down here, and there really isn't any place to put one. Hopefully that's not something we have to worry about for quite a while but we do have to start considering what our life is going to be like in the near future. 

This is a hard blow and we're both shaken although not completely surprised. We both need time to process all this. We need to try to find the positives and find reasons to smile everyday if we can. 🫣



Today's Daily Affirmations
* I will stay on my spiritual journey, no matter what happens.
* I am walking on my true path.
* I am glad I get to experience the fullness of life every day.
* I live powerfully.
* I am making peace with my unique path.
* I fully embrace the life I have now.
* My work is very rewarding.
* I am intentionally creating a life I love.



Today's Exercise 

"Name"
 minutes /  steps



Today's Total Steps: 
5380